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Tuesday, April 21 ( 10:21 PM )

i'm so tired.

seriously disgusted by my paper today. it's one of the worst exam papers i ever came across in my entire life, and i wasn't expecting it at all! i felt it can be as bad as the anatomy paper i took last sem, but that one i could somehow see it coming. this one, totally no. i have no idea what went wrong, was it coz i didn't work hard enough, or the paper was too tough for our standard, or i had no time to study thoroughly, or simply coz i was plain stupid. the 20 marks essay was shit, coz whatever came out only appeared on ONE single slide out of all frigging 9 sets of notes. the 80 marks MCQ was worse. 40 questions but each question could have more than one correct answers. like huhhhhh.. somemore there were 5 options! if they aren't gonna award half or one mark, i'm so gonna score zero for the entire section. it's not like the questions they asked were easy, you know.

was so tempted to raise my hand and ask "excuse me, can i double check if this is really bs207 exam?"

somemore the stupid hall L (sbs lobby) had such lousy sound system. couldn't hear what the chief invigilator said about errors in the paper! plus i happened to seat at the last row. omg.

i don't know if it's just me or what, but this paper was truly a nightmare to me. i swear.

i have no confidence in my last paper next tues too. it's the module i hate most, and it has to weigh 5aus. sigh.

i'm feeling too tired to continue :( i hope i can be blessed with motivation to go on the moment i open my eyes tomorrow morning.

i really hate the weather these days. it was so warm i had to bathe at least 3 times a day and when i study in my room i had to hug my standing fan in order not to melt. my room was ridiculously hot.. i felt like i was baked in an oven. i see that the temperature in thailand hits 38 deg c? omggg.

i hate to pms too :( it's not helping when i'm facing so much exam stress now. i'm so gonna invest some money to rescue my complexion after exams. i really can't stand seeing my face rot and nothing i do seems to stop it from becoming worse. sickening. feel like doing skin grafting to solve all the problems once and for all.